Thursday

Oct. 10th, 2025 03:27 am
tyger: A small ginger cat in a wicker bag (Sushi - bag)
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Slept in today, which was glorious, particularly after how stupid late I was up yesterday. (Still up later than I planned, but hey, it's an improvement!)

Mucked out the chook coop, did some weeding, and ironed down the seams I made yesterday. Most of the day, however, I was finishing off that fic I was reading last night. It was a long one! (And it's unfinished, which is always disappointing.) But now I am free of it and I am going to pass the fuck out.

...of course, now is when Sushi decides to jump up into my lap and snuggle, which he hasn't done for a while, because. Of course it's now. Of course.

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hella.

I'm also all star 1 in DPS - me and duo pivoted to me dps, her support, because support this season is so unimpactful to play on its own. My D.Va win rate is 57%; Ashe, 61%, since she'll easily dominate if dynamite build goes uncontested, and Mei, who really only works if you're playing with someone else because you don't have high damage output yourself you set up plays and hold space, 59%. Supports? All sub 50%. Brigitte and Juno are at 39% or lower, and for Brigitte that's tragic, my winrate with her in standard gameplay is 65%. I can literally do everything right on support... but still lose. I can have double the healing of everyone else in the lobby, and more damage than both my dps... but it's my fault for not healing, supposedly. My overall wins to loss ratio is almost even because of all the freakin' support failures, but it's in all star at least. Drives start tomorrow as the season is two weeks shorter than normal, so we'll see how we go.

Uh what else. My right leg hurts like hell after groceries yesterday, actual cement vibes, so that'll take five days or so to calm down probably. I partly blame the numerous times I had to climb on a chair to replace kitchen lightbulbs that were not cool white as described but warm yellow and way too bright for my sensitive eyes. Furniture stuff )

Kaesumi made it to HW and has AST to 50, so she may be done for the time being (unless I decide I want to manually trek her to The Churning Mists...); Faye got to 80, so I likewise picked up picto and beat Ramuh in about twenty seconds. Truly, doing patches solo made it so much simpler on Kaesumi as I didn't have to pause or queue or get tired out from the extra time. I managed to do from shiva to the start of HW in under an hour, and the majority of that went to steps of faith, which is a fifteen minute duty no matter what, but unlike say, new Cape Westwind, it actually feels progressive instead of hitting a wall of HP multiple times, so I don't mind doing it. And Lucia gets to be a badass. Mél is a ways behind (she's lv73) but she should hopefully get to 80 this week.

Still a bit off kilter mentally from fic stuff but time is working its magic and I wrote out most of my remaining feelings on the matter to give myself some closure, which helped. Sometimes I still get very anxious and distressed about it, but maybe next week I can engage with my favourite girls in the world again.

Whee

Oct. 9th, 2025 05:18 am
tyger: Izumi hugging Ed and Al (Izumi - hugs)
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Yeah I'm up late because my brain got eaten reading something cool, as usual, blah blah blah.

Today I sewed together the panels for the blanket, finally! \o/! Also did the testing I needed to do, and both those things work well! :D (The first thing of tailor's chalk I found was actually Mama's, but according to her it's still like. 40 years old. XD;;;) Tomorrow I'll at least iron down the seams; hopefully I'll also at least fold stuff up in preparation for basting (if not actually start the basting!), but it'll depend on how much time I have. I want to get the chook coop mucked out too, and give how late it is right now... >>;;;;;;

Also! On a completely unrelated note! I got another phone screen for a job! :D Fingers fucking crossed I'll get an interview, yesssss. :D

Anyway, bed now! Sleeeeeep, yes. Sleep good.

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Dentist today! On the plus side, apart from having developed an unfortunate jaw-clenching tendency (must figure out how to stop that!), my teeth are perfectly fine as far as hygiene etc goes!

On the downside, two problem areas have come due, so I've still gotta get a couple of fillings. :/ One of them is itty-bitty, to the tune of 'a toothbrush can't get in there', and the other one is 'whoever did this filling didn't go over the edges so there was a tiny gap all around and now it needs cleaning out and re-sealing'. SIGH.

On the one hand, all my brushing and flossing is doing good! I am pleased! On the other, uuuuugh the inevitable decay of all things sucks and I hate it.

Other than that, did cut out the pieces for covering the blanket today! Ran out of brain for actually sewing them together, though. Bleh. Tomorrow! Also testing stuff needs to be tomorrow, too. Yes. >:

So much iron

Oct. 7th, 2025 04:07 am
tyger: Kid's face in black, white and blue, as a flashbang goes off. (Magic Kaito/Detective Conan) (Kid - blue flashbang)
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I finally got the blanket and the pieces I'mma use to cover it ironed as well as they're gonna get today! It took FOREVER ugh. I also laid stuff out and have a cut line pressed in to one of the pieces, but I was feeling too tired to trust myself to cut it properly, so that'll be a job for tomorrow! I'll cut the other two pieces using this one as a template, too, so that'll be easy enough to do, too.

Still gotta do materials testing, but I'm waiting until the pieces are cut so I know where I can best cut off a scrap to test on, heh. Also hoping to sew the panels together tomorrow, but I have a dentist appointment so it might depend on how that goes.

Other than that nothing too interesting. My uncle is apparently doing okay, though we're not super clear exactly what's going on. But as long as things are going well that's the important thing to know!

And now is time for naps, yes. >: Dentist isn't until the afternoon, but I still want to be awake at a vaguely early hour so I can make sure to get my shit together and maybe even work on my blanket a bit beforehand!

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Soooo my new year's wish of "no one I know getting Serious Medical Bullshit this year" has... not come true. :( :( :(

Medical bullshit! Not a lot of info yet but, you know, content warning for such. )

Other than that... didn't get any ironing done, because I was helping Mama fill up the green bin outside, and came back in with a headache. :/ Been drinking lots of water and not doing anything strenuous, but it didn't fix it - Mama's thinking it might be a minor pollen/allergy-related thing, which given it's the middle of spring doesn't sound unlikely at all. XD;; Anyway, probably should have had a nap instead of quiet time, but I probably woulda lost the light either way so I guess it doesn't matter. Tomorrow!

I DID work on my sock knitting for the first time in a bit, and I think I'm getting close to where I'll start the band. The pattern doesn't give a length, so I'mma check against a similar sock in the morning - it's currently drying in the room next to my parents', so I'm not gonna risk waking Mama up over it. Still, hopefully I can start on the band soon! Then I just need to make another sock! (And I will probably never make a magic loop toe-up sock ever again because w o w is the magic loop tedious as hell. Might try it on DPNs now that I have a better idea of how it works though...)

Ironing...

Oct. 5th, 2025 04:28 am
tyger: Roxas' Avatar Kingdom chibi. Text: Roxas (Roxas - chibi)
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Today I ironed my blanket. Twice. And I'll probably have to do it at least one more time, siiiigh. Two of the sides are really crumpled, so getting them flat again is A Task. :/

Also did one of the pieces of silk for the top, but I'm gonna have to do that again, too. I did it this evening, and it LOOKED like it was flat when I was ironing it, but when I went to fold it up and put it away there were still lots of creases :/ Just can't see well enough at night, alas!

So, lots more ironing in my future, bleeeeh.

Nothing super interesting other than that. I did watch a bunch more tutorial videos, so I'm hoping that I won't need to buy anything to get the goddamn basting done. Yes. That would be good. We'll see how it goes, though, gotta get the ironing done and the panels put together first, heh.

Have no fucking idea how it got so late, what the hell time. Why are you like this.

Noooo.... quilting...

Oct. 4th, 2025 03:07 am
tyger: Demyx's Avatar Kingdom chibi. Text: Demyx (Demyx - chibi)
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No matter how we look at the problem, I'm gonna have to quilt my summerweight blanket to fix it. Ugh. It's gonna take SO LONG, I was hoping I could get by with something slightly less work but nope. Quilting it is. :(

Project babble. )

Anyway, other than that, went to the shops with Mama - I needed to get one of those stupid dye tags taken off the undies I bought like a month ago, because it never even occurred to me they'd put one on UNDERWEAR - which was. A lot. So many people, ugh. Also one of the stupid makeup stores was spewing out some kind of gross chemical that gave both of us headaches and sore eyes. (I'm guessing nailpolish remover, but not sure. Only walked past as quickly as possible, and yet. It was that kind of stinky though, rather than like, perfume stinky. We'd just had to go through that as well from another shop, so I'm pretty sure of it. :/)

Also did chooks! We do like chooks having a clean coop, yes! >: They got to spend some time out of their run, too, so they did some grass mowing for us XD;;;; And seemed to be very happy, in their clucky way.

Anyway now is time for naps, yes. Naps good!

Whiiiiiiine

Oct. 3rd, 2025 02:25 am
tyger: Kid's face in black, white and blue, as a flashbang goes off. (Magic Kaito/Detective Conan) (Kid - blue flashbang)
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My ANKLE HURTS and it SUCKS and NO ONE IS AWAKE TO WHINE TO and uuuuuugh.

Stupid weather. Stupid bones. Stupid human bodies not healing things perfectly. Grump grump grump. >E

Other than that... we went to the sewing shop (in the afternoon, yay!), and uh. They do have better machines but to use them you have to become a ~member~ and that is uh. Way too expensive for the amount of use I'd get out of the membership. I just don't sew enough! So handsewing it is, which is fine, it'll just take a while.

I ALSO got a call about a job I applied for, and I think it went well?? Should hear tomorrow or Monday if they want to give me a proper interview. Fingers crossed!!!

Tree felled!

Oct. 2nd, 2025 03:43 am
tyger: A Minecraft map mod with cats marked on it. There are MANY CATS. (Minecraft - Cat Map)
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The tree people came today, as planned, and now the dead tree is gone, yay! :D Turns out it WAS rotting from the inside, which is what I was worried about, so extremely glad Mama and I insisted it had to go.

I also got to the bottom of my small mending pile today! :O Now there's only big mending projects to go!!! (At least until I next do washing, I will NOT be surprised if I find more stuff with holes in it. Sigh.) I want to try and get my summer blanket repaired before it's, you know, summer again and I need to use it, so Mama and I are gonna go down to the sewing shop and see if they have any advice. Personally I'm pretty sure I can just sew stuff on top, but given the size of the blanket and the size of our sewing machine I'd have to do a lot of it by hand, so Mama's worries aren't stupid either. Hopefully the sewing shop has a BIG machine you can use - that would be the easiest option. But if not I'm sure they'll at least have a better idea of how feasible repairing it is...

Anyway Mama wants to go in the MORNING, of course, so I am. You know. Up too late as usual siiiigh. Oh well, we'll see how it goes...

Tuesday

Oct. 1st, 2025 05:15 am
tyger: A Minecraft map mod with cats marked on it. There are MANY CATS. (Minecraft - Cat Map)
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Prep work this morning ended up being more or less a nothingburger, which was... nice? I think?? But also my sleep schedule has gone completely to hell again. (This is not at all helped by getting sucked in to reading orz orz orz)

Also went for a walk with Mama, which was nice! And repaired a bunch of sock holes, heh. Mending pile is getting whittled down again, yay!

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Having a lot of "good hours, bad hours" lately. Not really sure what's triggering it other than perhaps that we're now heading into the less light months and I feel particularly panicked by things I can't affect and very much caught up in grief of not living a life and struggling to do most things.

I'm just, really tired. Seasonal shift. My PEM hasn't been too bad after groceries but the brain fog has been gruelling, I finally managed to look at words four days on but after about half an hour my head is on fire and it hurts, and I've not been sleeping too well due to pain from however I'm laying so keep waking up every half hour to adjust my arms. The lack of recovery and improvement and just slippery parameters of "basically nothing" is very hard to deal with.

I don't know if I'll do November writes this year. I want to, but I'm still struggling my way through C7-10 rewrites for undercoverfic after six weeks. I haven't touched C10 at all yet, and though I made it through C8, C9 needs more adding to it but I am not smart enough to figure out what that thing is. The other reason is the uncertain number of days I can't write around groceries: I used to be able to get away with one session the day of. Then I had to cut out the day of completely. Now it's anywhere from 2-4 days. I might do something small in Bloodstains' universe just to play with a concept, but I think the bigger Ashe fic that runs concurrent with Dawntrail will have to wait. I really don't want another behemoth to edit.

Still working on alts through ARR. Yorva is at Coerthas; Kaesumi, Faye, and Mélodie are in ARR patches, Faye furthest along. I can tell you playing the gambling game of "please give me the next Crystal Tower raid on alliance roulette" failing for all three of them is three too many lotas in one day lmao. I'm kind of trying to get a job to 80 on each of them before doing patches in earnest, since they all either have picto or viper on their job lists, then I can speed through all the ARR patch trials solo... I'm smart.

Monday, again.

Sep. 30th, 2025 03:38 am
tyger: Mickey looking at Jiminy, who is saying something. (Mickey and Jiminy)
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I did washing today! Fuck the weather was glorious for it, until it was almost dark and started spitting. At which point I had to go rescue it hahahaha. Still! Washing done, that's my major thing for today orz orz orz. My life, it is so exciting.

Also finally finished off the switch case, yay! And did some mending. And, of course, lots of reading and some minecraft. Yes.

We're getting a dead tree removed on Wednesday, which will entail us having to take down bits of the chook run, and unsurprisingly Mama asked me to help with that. Explicitly in the morning, so of COURSE I'm up this late... ugh, brains, why are you like this. Why. (Do not get the morning obsession. Ugh. Afternoons are fine!!! Nothing wrong with afternoons, bleh.)

A very nice meal

Sep. 29th, 2025 03:27 am
tyger: Xigbar's Avatar Kingdom chibi. Text: Xigbar (Xigbar - chibi)
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Lunch actually didn't take as long as I thought it would! It was still. You know. Over two hours. But considering we got the five-course tasting menu, that's really not too bad.

Also it was extremely fucking delicious, and absolutely worth being Out for that long. (ALSO also hideously expensive, but as my parents had been there before and were paying I am attempting to ignore that. Yes.)

But yeah even though it wasn't as long as I was anticipating it still drained my batteries hahahaha. Rest of the day was pmuch just reading and some minecraft.

And I'll give them this: you don't feel like you're eating that much with the tasting menu (even though it's also not a stingy serving!), but I didn't feel hungry at all until like 11pm, so you know. Definitely more food than a single meal's worth!

BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY Mama had a good time yesssss :D

Saaaaturdaaaay~~

Sep. 28th, 2025 01:57 am
tyger: Larxene's Avatar Kingdom chibi. Text: Larxene (Larxene - chibi)
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Very good floppy day today, yes!

Mostly I just read - finally finished a long fic I've been reading! - but also some minecraft. :3 And cleaned the bathroom but whatever, boring.

Mama's birthday tomorrow! We're going out for lunch, so I expect that'll be most of the day. It's a FANCY restaurant, after all. Close to home, at least, though! :D

Mostly better~

Sep. 27th, 2025 01:48 am
tyger: Mickey in his OXIII coat.  Text: Light in Darkness (Mickey - Light In Darkness)
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Mostly better today! Still not got a lot of energy, but I was able to do a bunch more than yesterday so that's good! :3

Not that I did anything too exciting, just reading and gardening and minecraft, but you know. Much better than being passed out all fucking day again!

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